im leaving soon. i got nothing much to say. which may be a good thing, cos this is a depressing blog. or maybe i don't bother already, because there's so many things in my mind but i can't get them out.
its strange. im not even sure how i feel. maybe i should get into an accident and get amnesia. its not that bad forgetting everything.
im only afraid that i will try to find out what happened, because i cannot remember that i wanted to forget in the first place, then i'll remember everything again. its always like that.